“Weeping too, perhaps, when you remember how he loved and yet wished to leave you: always both, at once.”

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Rainer Maria Rilke, excerpt of “Ariel (After reading Shakespeare’s Tempest) [Der Geist Ariel]”, from New Poems, trans. by Stephen Mitchell in The Selected Poetry of Rainer Maria Rilke

Source—Aufweinend vielleicht auch 
wenn man bedenkt wie’s einen liebte und
fortwollte beides immer ganz in Einem.